I can't believe the weather that we had today!  This morn it was snowin like crazy out!  We prolly got about 2 inches of snow then this afternoon it was almost 60!!  What I tell ya CRAZY!! 

 

Lacey made it out to Cali in one piece!  She hasn't been gone for not even 24 hours and I've either went to look for her or holla over to her in her room at least a dozen times today!  It is her birthday!!!  So I must say Happy Birthday Lacey!!!  Even thou you are not here with me I'm plannin on celebrating your birthday to the fullest for ya today!!  Even if I have to do it by myself!!  I'll just have to D.D. (drunk and dial) you!  Dad also made it back to West Virgnia safe and sound.  Its kinda weird and quiet around the house with just me mom and the boys!   The week will be over before we know it and Lacey will be back!!   At least I hope it will be over before I know it. lol

 

these are some pics of the snow fall this morn!I can't believe how much snow we still have on the ground and its the end of March!!!

 

Wow I can't believe that the weekend went by that fast! Easter went really good my family and I did breakfast for our church and then we went home and make dinner and visited with my G-pa and G-ma Tooley and Unkle Mike!  It was realy nice having them down.

 

Dad has been home for the past week it was good havin him home!  He leaves tuesday to go back to W.V. and Lacey also leaves tuesday to go out to Cali!  Boy I'm gonna be lost without her.  I'm not gonna know what to do with myself! I was really wantin to blog more but I ran out of time!  Shouldn't have spent so much time in photobucket!! hehehe

 

Me and Lacey with G-ma Tooley and Unkle Mike

 

 

Today was just a wonderful day!  Yeah the weather was great and everything went smooth.  But it was one of those days when you truely appericate a friend! And I must say THANK YOU! This friend of mine has been great these past couple of days leavin me "cry on his shoulders" for hours and hours listenin to me bitch about everything. Going threw tons of different moods and still wants to talk to me  is still wonderin how I'm doing everyday!  And sends the best messages just at the perfect time.  Almost like he was in my mind and knew how I was thinking!  It just feels great when you get that feelin that you have a true friend and loves you for you and cares about you!  I may have not known this friend for a long time but right away there was a click!  I just hope one day I'll be able to return the love back to him and let him know how deeply I care for him!

 

 

 

I think I've been going threw something really deep here lately.  And suprise suprise it has to deal with a guy.  What is the sayin if you love someone sometimes you have to leave them go and if they come back to you then it was ment to be?!?!?  But what do you do if you have left them go and they come back and you let them go again and they come back again over and over.   But  every time they come back it everything is the same?? Nothing changes.  And all it does it hurt you both more and more.  What are you to do then?   I've been so worked up the past couple of day here its unreal.  I have had some of the best days followed by the worst nights!   And it just seems like no matter what I do at the moment it seems so right but when I actually think about it its not right.  UUugghhh this love (whatever you wanna call it) stuff is overated!! Trust me I've tried hard and it hasn't got me anywhere.  Expect for here by myself alone yet once again.

 

 

Well it was St. Patty's Day I love St. Patty's Day to bad I'm not Irish!! hehehe I did get to hang out with my sis and a friend and enjoy the company of each other thou!  So what can  I realy ask for more??? 

 

 

Boy it has been a crazy past couple of days here for me!  I think I'm in need of a vacation! Something to get away from everything for a day or two.  Heck who know maybe even 3 or 4!! Hehehe

 

Dad finally made it home from West Virgnia he's been gone since Christmas and Casey made it back from Colorado today to!  Double bonus!!  I took Johnny and went to the St. Patty's parade today.  It was freezin outside but I'm happy I went it wouldn't be right if I didn't go.  Work has been crazy lately  it just seems that lately when I go to work its just drama drama drama well at least for the past 2 our of 3 days!! Work used to be my run a way to get away but dang I don't know anymore!  Well tomorrow is sunday hopefully it will be a nice calm day there!  Hey now I can atleast hope right?????   And I get to hang out with some friends after wards and visit we have plans made up already!  So that'll be nice :) I know I'll enjoy it heck I need if after the week I've had.  Well until next time I'm signin out!

 

 

 

Wow its been a crazy week here for me.  Full of ups and downs!  I don't even think I know what direction I'm heading half the time! lol  But I'm doing good I guess.  I'm just dealin with some inside issues now.  Ones I don't know how to talk about or how to go about them!  Just confused I guess you can say!

 

This week I did manage to pull out all the spring decorations and put them up.  I needed a lil pick me up to let me know that spring will be here soon!!  I tell ya what thou aaawwweeee the house is so nice and the weather has been getting better. Its still colder than cold at night but durin the day the sun comes out and  its pretty nice!  I caught the cat takin a lil cat nap in the sun it seems I'm not the only one thats ready for spring to get here!

 

Boy don't you hate it when you have so much to blog about but you just don't know how to put any of it into words?  Maybe it'll come to me in my sleep and i'll be able to vent it out tomorrow!

 

 

 

Well so far so good!!  I was right yesterday this week is gonna be just wonderful!!! I can't believe everything I got done......on a MONDAY!!!!! I even managed to pamper myself a lil I painted my naild and even had Lacey die my hair!!!  Back to brunette....I used to not like this color becuase it was my natural color and now i'm tryin to die it that color!! I tried the readish color around new years and that just didn't kick if for me.  But this here O' Yea I like it!!  I'll have to take a pic so everyone can see!!  AAAGGGHHHHH I just feel so papmpered today! If I could just work on that whole sleep issue I would be golden!! hehe

 

 

I would have to say that the start of the day today about got the best of me but today turned out to be one of the best days I've had in a while here! It started off by runnin late!  It just seems no matter what I do and how early i try to get a start of something I will never be on time!  One day I will master it.....one day.  Today was my familys turn to provide the breakfast for our church after service.  As I stood in the kitchen at the island looking at the clock  and seeing it read 8:30am (church starts at 9) and then looking back down at the island  and the fruit is still waiting to be cut up the muffins have to be put on the try  and so do the brownies.  In the back ground I hear the shower runnin (I was blessed with my ability to run late from my mom! lol) all I could think is we are going to be lucky if we make it there in time for after the service to set out the breakfast! With years of experience  me and Lacey know how to get stuff done quick....we've been doing it our whole life.  Everything look great and we were finally out the door....had 5 min to make it there but we were out the door! With the  fruit tray in one hand the muffins in the other and pullin my purse keys and phone along in tow I was out the door!  I got all the way out to the car and then realized how was i gonna open the door?!?! I did the first thing that came to my mind put the fruit tray on top of my car and went to open the door! Pretty logical....well it is winter and I am in michigan and we did get snow the other day which left a nice smooth finish to the top of my car....as soon I went to go grab the door handle down came the fruit tray sliddin right off the top of my car.  First reaction grab the tray so down in the snowbank went my purse the key and my phone!  I didn't save anything it all hit the ground!  Down I went to pick everything up not thinking about what the wet snow would do to my kahki pants! Rush back into the house to to savor the few pieces that didn't hit the ground and grab some new and back out the door.  We made it to church and was only 6-7 min late not to bad.  Expect for we get there and they have already started and we are in the basement tryin to get everything ready for after (coffee put on, puttin the milk and juice and food in the fridge) and if you know me and my family I don't think we can do anthing quite.  Mom knocks into the garbage can knockin the lid off we sound like a heard of elephants comin up the stairs at this moment in time I was about ready to turn around and go back home and  climb into bed and get out on the other side and see if that would help any at all! lol We got into our pew all in one piece and settled in.  And as soon as I sat down I swear I felt everything lift right off of me! The spilt fruit tray or the big wet spots on my knees from the snow nothing matter.  The service was wonderful!  I love my congergation.  Its a smaller church we attend today there was prolly only 20-25 people there. But its a grea church I feel so comfortable there and I don't know how our pastor does it but it seems like every sermon on sunday relates to how you feel that it goes along with what is going on in your life at the moment. After the service we went down and breakfast went off great we started to plan the Easter breakfast and the day just seemed to turn right around for me!

After church we had to stop for gas because naturally the gas light came on  on the way there! But we went back home and my good day just went on and on! The house got picked up along with my room!  Right down to wahing all of my bedding and puttin it back on! So I would have to say I'm ready for the new week to start and I'm gonna be startin it off on the right foot!  I just have the feeling that this is gonna be a good week!  Can't wait to see how it goes!

I hope everyone else has a wonderful week also! xoxo