Summer is in the air I can't believe that next wekend is memorial day weekend!! I can't wait that means summer time is here!! And we are gonna be openin up the pool. I know I've been talkin about it for a while but dad is finally coming home so we'll get that pool rockin! Yesterday was moms birthday we took her out to eat but then Lacey had to go to work, so we just kinda kicked back and relaxed and enjoyed the day.

Boy I really think I'm just enjoyin myself way to much right now at this moment in time! I got some fall out boy going on the radio the sound of the 3 wheeler runnin outside the smell of hair spray in the air (lacey is gettin ready to go work) and the sound of moms voice lingering from her bedroom! I can look out the window and all is see is green over takin everything the lilac tree is starting to get to a full bloom! AAAAHHHHHH what more could you ask for on a sunday afternoon??? I really can't think of anything else beside a nice cold beverage in my hand but I don't have to have one all the time........i guess. lol But now come to think of it I might just have to have ONE beer! LMAO Ok I cracked a beer but just one hhhhhmmmm tastey.

Do you ever think that you put to much ino something? That you like to jump the gun when it comes to situations?? I do I'll be the first to admit it! But I really think that I'm getting better and keepin myself in check and learnin to enjoy it all for what it is at the moment in time and just enjoyin the ride!! Not worry and stressin out about every little thing and what happens happens it was all ment to be! Take the leasons and learn live and love them! Boy where did this lil section come from??? Must be the beer talkin lol No just something that pop up in my head and came out my fingers. I guess I'm havin a rambling day. Maybe I just need to get back to bloggin so when I do come to blog it is all over the place. But by now you guys should really be gettin used to me! Well I think I about got enoug for the day here! I don't wanna push myself to much and over do it!

 

The pic is from the other night we had a pre-summer BBQ!

 

gotta show some luv for my boy!!  my brother from another mother......and father! lol

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It looks like the sun is coming out and its gonna be a beautiful day today. To bad they are callin for rain! But ya know what I think even if it rains its not not gonna "rain on my parade"! I've just been having a good couple of days here. Everything has been just going good I don't know what it is but I don't wanna jinx myself! I tell ya what thou I'm enjoyin every min of it. I don't even wanna sleep because I'm afraid that I'll miss out on something. lol Another good bonus comin our boy is comin home here at the end of the week! And he's gonna be home for 10 days YAY! And then before ya know it we'll be opening the pool up......and you know what that means POOL PARTY!! I can't wait for those aaaaahhhh I love summer. I can hear birds outside now just wonderful. I'm wanting to go and get flowers and plant them outside I know theres a lot of work to be done outside but I'm willing and ready to take it on. Its just gonna be wonderful to be outside. That could be part of what has me just a cheesin!! Well I'm outta here I hope everyone has a wonderful day!

 

 

 

Me and Lacey posein by the limo.....Rockstarts Baby!! lol

The girls table at Applebee's

Coobie and Xander in the whirlpool

Johnny hangin out

thats was the smoke from the fire when this was taken we were still about 5-6 miles away from it. 

At eleven last night on the news it said that they had to evacuwate a couple dozen homes and that there was 8 homes that got destroyed byt he fire, the town is still out of power and the had the fire contained but not under controll.  This morn at 6 the news said they have the fire just about out they are just workin on some hot spots yet and the power has came back on for the town!!

Sorry I know that was prolly a lil cheesey there.  But today is my birthday and I aboslutely love my birthday!!!  Its the one day a year its my day!!  And I can do whatever I want!! hehehe

 

I'm pretty excited this year me and my family are going to spend the night in a hotel.  I got a killer room picked out with a personal whrlpool  in our room and we have a limo for the day!!!  Part of my family from R.C. is comeing to spend the day with me !  Its just gonna be my lucky day today!! YAY!!  Everything is just going my way.  I feel like a kid on christmas mornin I just can't wait to leave.   Where we are going is a good 2 hours from our house.  So we got a lil drive time not nothing to bad thou. We'll make it in no time flat! Its durin the week so we shouldn't have to much traffic.  I can't wait I can't wait!  I'll take pics for sure and post them here when I get back so you guys can see us big pimpin in the limo!! hehehe

I know I know but come on you guys its Pete with a sign that says happy birthday when i found it I had to put it up there was no questions about it!! lol You gys should know better!  Plus I've been good I haven't posted nothing on FOB in a LOOOONNNNGGGG time so I deserve this one!

 

 

 

The weather is gettin so great here!  I can' believe it up in the 70's NICE!!! I had bean today and I tell you what that lil girl I think got the best of me!  I wish I had just a fraction of her energy!  At least it gave someone to run with Johnny!  I tried to keep up even with him the other day and he got the best of me to.  Well it might have helped if I could have caught the football and didn't have to go runnin after it every time!! HEHE But what fun would that be.  After a while he started to run after it with me and I think it almost turned into a game unitl he wanted to start to tackle me and I just wasn't gonna go for that I'll step to the side and let him have it...........unless I can get a cheap block in and get it!!  I know evil right and he is my lil brother!  But that is why I can do that to him and get away with it!So far its been a pretty relaxin weekend!! Kinda nice to tell ya the trueth!

 

Hanging out side with bean!!! Talkin her into take a 5 min break for a sec!!

Even thou she got the best of me I think she got the bestof herself also!!

 

 

Just look at those blue skies!!!

 

 

Wow this weekend was pretty crazy for me!!  I do have to say it was a great time!!  It went by so fast. Here are some pic from the weekend

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Bean came down and hung out for a lil while!

Lacey tryin to firgure out the new camera

sister sister!

Us girls just hanging out playin some cards!

Sayin good night to the weekend...One and done then it to bed!  Well that is what I thought!!

 

 

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as lovers can, you know
Yeah we're feeling so good

Pickin’ up things we shouldn’t read
It looks like the end of history as we know
It’s just the end of the world

Back to the street where we began
Feeling as good as love, you could, you can

Into a place where thoughts can bloom
Into a room where it's nine in the afternoon
And we know that it could be
And we know that it should
And you know that you feel it too
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon

And your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good

Back to the street
Down to our feet
Losing the feeling of feeling unique
Do you know what I mean?

Back to the place
Where we used to say
Man it feels good to feel this way
Now I know what I mean

Back to the street, back to the place,
Back to the room where it all began, hey
Back to the room where it all began
'Cause it's nine in the afternoon

Your eyes are the size of the moon
You could 'cause you can so you do
We're feeling so good
Just the way that we do
When it's nine in the afternoon

 

 

 

wow today was a beautiful day today! It felt so good!! Lacey and I went and pick up our lil bro from school and went for a ride up town then came home and pick up trash in the yard. 

The snow is melting and our front yard gets filled with trash from people throwin it out the window. We even went up by the pool and checked that out.  Still frozen solid but we at least made our way on the deck.  

We had a BBQ it was so nice to be outside cookin on the grill just hangin out kinda and not having to have 10 different layers and still be freezin!  It was 62 today I haven't seen 62 in MONTHS!!! I just hope this weather keeps up! 

 

Its been a pretty interesting couple days here for me!  I was happy I got to spend some time with my boys before they left.  And maybe one to many!  I ended up in the shower fully clothed before the night was over.  Well actually that is where I ended my night! hehe Its all good thou sometimes I need to be knocked on my arsh puts me in my place! It reminds me that I'm not a total bad ass! Hehe It kinda let all of us Double L's who was boss! 

 

You know I never thought I would be as happy as what I am to see mud and leaves!!!  Yes the snow is finally melting here!!! The past couple day it has been so beautiful here!  Its been up in the 50's.....*were havin a heat wave...aaaaa tropical heat wave* sorry I couldn't help myself there. I'm so excited for spring/summer to get here!  Even thou with the arrival of spring I KNOW there is gonna be tons of work to do I don't care!   Plus I'm already gonna be swamped with work mom and dad are doing some mayjor remodlein!  I'll take some pics so ya guys have keep up on with it all!  It should be intersting!!

I had tons of tons of different things i wanted to blog about but what do you know I sit down here now to put them down and WHAM all gone! But I did come across a bunch of sayins that I've always wanted to but up and I think now would be a good time to do it!! So here they are:

 

That there is for the Double L's just because I KNOW we can rock it out!

HHMmmm could be a new motto here!!

 

 

All of those are pretty good...

 

I'm good at puttin up walls.....tall walls!

 

 

 

Wow!  I actually have a lot that I wanna blog about today but I don't know where to start how to write it all down, if it sounds stupid.  AAGGHHHH go firgure huh!!  Maybe I should just start and it'll come out.......I'm stallin here if ya can't tell! lol  What do you do if the one thing you cherish and want the most in life is the one thing that your the most scared of in life?  Odd I know.  Me and my best friend had this converasation the other night....about a 5th into the conversation I was glad to find out that I'm not hte only one I do at least have someone else that thinks like me out in this world!!  And who better to than your best friend....thats prolly why we are best friends!!!  Go firgure.  Yeah I'm still stalling but I didn't get ya side tracked for a sec! lol  How do you cross your own gaurds you have put up? If ya haven't picked up yet I'm talkin about love yep that "L" word!!  It just stinks it seems like I know so much about him but yet there is still tons for me to learn, it feels as if we are so close but then we are far apart (emtionaly and physicaly talking). I get the butterflys I wait to hear his ringtone come from my phone! Just for a simple hi ;)  I want to open right up and tell him exactly how I feel but I can't.  What if I do and he runs what if he hurts me?????  All chances I have to take I know but I've been hurt in the past and have put up a pretty good block its hard to let anyone in.  I haven't let anyone in for years. They get close and I find a way to push them away.....trust me I'm good at it.  But something about him scares me I don't know if I can push him away......I don't WANNA push him away!! But I'm to the scared part when I do push away and I normaly don't have any control over it!  HHHhhhmmmm I give myself a headache!!!

 

 

Well on sunday me and mom went down and picked Lacey up from the airport!  I was so happy to have her home!! On the way home we found the coolest place to eat.  The had the neatest drinks.  And boy did hey taste ggggoooooddddd!!!  The boys are on spring break this whole weekd!  I hope I can behave myself.  I tell ya what they have been drivin me up the wall lately!  But I guess that what brothers are for!  Its been raining here!!! Almost all of our snow is gone!  You don't even know how happyt hat makes me!  WEll sorry to cut it short but I gotta run!

 

That drink was just way to neat for me!! hehehe

 

I can't believe the weather that we had today!  This morn it was snowin like crazy out!  We prolly got about 2 inches of snow then this afternoon it was almost 60!!  What I tell ya CRAZY!! 

 

Lacey made it out to Cali in one piece!  She hasn't been gone for not even 24 hours and I've either went to look for her or holla over to her in her room at least a dozen times today!  It is her birthday!!!  So I must say Happy Birthday Lacey!!!  Even thou you are not here with me I'm plannin on celebrating your birthday to the fullest for ya today!!  Even if I have to do it by myself!!  I'll just have to D.D. (drunk and dial) you!  Dad also made it back to West Virgnia safe and sound.  Its kinda weird and quiet around the house with just me mom and the boys!   The week will be over before we know it and Lacey will be back!!   At least I hope it will be over before I know it. lol

 

these are some pics of the snow fall this morn!I can't believe how much snow we still have on the ground and its the end of March!!!