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5月13日 should have know the back door!! lol Boy there is so much I'm wanting to blog about but I just don't know where to start. So hopefuly if I just start ramblin it'll come to me and I'll be able to put it out! Welll how I talked about the "monsters" well ya all sould know by now that more than likely I'm talking bout guys!! Just because I have the worst luck with them ever. Well I was doing a good job and really standing my ground but sometimes when you do that an ez smile can make its way in threw the back door when your not payin full attention. I hate it I got his foot slamed in the door before he got fully in but it still hurts to slam your foot in the door. I'm not totaly heart broken just a lil let down. It was one of those things just that my hopes might have been raised just a lil and yeah its prolly my fault I let them get that way but every now and then you have to let someone in even a little. It gets lonely at times. I'm just glad he didn't make it all the way in. Now I'm not sayin that I'm pushin him out forever I'm just sayin I have my eyes open and I'm not gonna be played for a fool when it comes to this! Been there done that!!! I don't want to jinx myself and say something to much on this and have to bite my tongue later on.
Boy a couples hours ago I got one of those pits in the bottoms of my stomache. Ya know the ones where you get that feeling that something is about to happen thats not good. Well I hope that slammin the boack door was what it was for me. It really still hasn't gone away and as long as I try not to think about it I'm good. But if I pause a sec uuugggghhhhh I almsot feel like I could yack!! Well I think I got out more than what I thought I was gonna the whole ramblin did good!!! 评论 (1)
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